Over the past few years, I have shared nearly every detail of my ascension journey as I treaded the path of enlightenment and liberation. As all that came before me and all that will come after me, I believed firmly in each and every reality and/or dimension that I found myself experiencing as the true reality. How can we not believe in a reality as real? Why else would it be called a reality. This is the design of how reality works within this Universe and definitely a marvel at how we as consciousness have created such an intricate design as a Force of Creation we have yet to fully understand. In recreating this website, all material that I shared during my ascension journey was categorized into dimensions and shared as a living example of the blueprint that consciousness uses to evolve and create in and as this Universe. I shared in this way because that is how I experienced the journey. Step by step through the blueprint as an architect. Every detail of every dimension and light body in that dimension was shown to me, the intricacies of how consciousness evolves and creates the matrix system or light bodies that in turn create and experience reality. It is part of being coded as an architect, the Sophia coding which is a Universal logos that many of us are coded to experience at some point on the journey.

Each of us will experience our own unique path and in doing so will share our light in our own unique way. However, these unique paths also align with others or vibe in subtle ways because there are only 144 harmonic frequencies in this Universe along with the trinitized God forces of light. This means that we are each coded to express certain rays or harmonic frequencies at the soul and galactic level and one trinitized force at the Universal level and finally, one full expression beyond ascension. For example, during my ascension I was coded to express and have the experience of a blue ray starseed galactic and the aqua magnetic force of light as the Universal aspect of Sophia. This does not mean that I am the only blue ray or Sophia on the planet. These rays and forces of light are themselves a logos within this Universe that are evolving just as you as a logos are evolving. So when we identify with these identities of self such as being a blue ray star seed or the Sophia/magnetic force of light, then we are identifying with the energy of that harmonic or that force of light. Just as identifying as a human is identifying with the collective logos of humanity. We then get to play out “our” story in which we help to evolve the various group logi along with our own self as a logos and microcosm of the whole. The difference is that when we attach or identify solely with any one identity then we experience our reality as dimensional or a separate reality within space and time. This is a perfectly natural path for consciousness to follow as it evolves through this various harmonics and forces of light within this holographic Universe. It is part of the ascension light program that each logos is playing out within this planetary experiment of evolution.

Eventually every logos will come into Divine Union through the sacred marriage and embody the totality of energy within and as this Universe. We will reach the end of our light programs as a logos and the end of the ascension light program, the Omega, which has governed every lifetime we have had since our descent into separation. This brings the reconciliation of eternity, unity, separation, and the end of duality for a logos. The end of duality is the end of the separate stories, the end of the line for us as a logos, and the final awakening into the absolute reality from which there can be no more births or deaths. Of course we realize we were always in the absolute reality we only veiled our consciousness so we could pretend we were not.

But what comes after the ascension journey, after enlightenment, after liberation, and especially after all these prove to be illusions themselves? I would lie if I did not say at times a feeling of despair, inertia so strong that it seems pointless to continue to be here. A nihilistic view of the world after such a rapturous experience of ascension. And this is where the logos makes it final push through the inertia of viewing life as meaningless and purposeless. We arrive victorious in the realization that the absolute reality is a story/illusion itself, it contains all stories and we are free to live and experience them all because our self is not attached to any of them. The self no longer has a purpose or mission to fulfill. The self has nothing to prove, no one to be, the desires to try and do anything to obtain any certain result are no longer there. It is no longer a seeker! We come to the realization that without the stories/the Maya/the illusion, there is no existence, nothing to experience, no joy to be had. That if we simply let go of all that we are, there is nothing left to express and experience life. We must discern the difference between letting go and letting go of attachment.

In short, because our ascension light program is complete, we are no longer seeking wisdom, enlightenment or liberation; or you could say that because we are no longer seeking wisdom, enlightenment or liberation, our ascension light program is complete. Either way, The Journey is over! The journey is over but life is not. There is a desire to continue to live, to be, to express, to experience, and to enjoy the fruits of joy that taking The Journey brings to us. The adventure of life continues even when the ascension journey comes to an end. What has ended is not the journey of life but the journey of seeking, the path to enlightenment, the quest for liberation, and the embodiment of the full Force of Creation within a human form. We come to the end of the light programs that created the realities of separation that we have experienced within the absolute reality for many life times since the creation of this star system and our creation as a logos for this experience. The dimensional awareness, or our ability to identify and attach to certain points within space and time as the only reality that is true, dissolves into an awareness that space and time are interdependent in nature. In all things: space, the void, the formless, the dark energy, are intertwined within: time, eternity, form, the light energy; and this interdependent inseparable nature is the absolute reality from which no concepts can describe.

The stories that we experience do not go away as much as they are absorbed into the totality of the experience and into the background. So that we find we can experience everything simultaneously without the need to identify with any one story. I cannot shake off the fact that I am a magnetic force within Creation any more than I can shake off the fact that I have female anatomy or blue eyes. This is how I created my expression within this experience. So while I may no longer identify with being a blue ray starseed, or a Sophia, or a mother, or a wife, or even a woman….I also know that if I refuse to play the parts then I might as well walk off the stage. What is the point of being here? Simultaneously, I know that I am also playing every part upon the world stage. That everything I see, everyone I meet, everything is a reflection of the consciousness that is all pervading. I could pretend to teach others enlightenment and play a spiritual Guru, I could isolate myself from the world and be a Master of Enlightenment, I could fall back into ordinary life and indulge the flesh and senses to extreme but none of these are my authentic expression. And if we cannot live as our authentic expression we will certainly face an untimely death.

I choose to live my authentic expression, I am not a Guru because I have nothing to teach, enlightenment cannot be taught and there is really no one to teach. I can share love because it brings me joy and I trust that love will do whatever needs to be done in any interaction that I have. I will not be a hermit and indulge in the bliss of the highest frequencies away from the world because I know I am only separating myself within the bliss and this too is self serving separation. It is a gold chain that bind us just as the iron chains of the lower dimensions did. Only we do not see it that way because we aspire to reach it. Yes, it is heavenly to sit in the bliss but it comes at the cost of separating your self from the rest of Creation. I am all of the world not just the bliss and so I will experience the entire range of energies of this Universe while I have the opportunity to do so in this body. Although I know that life is ultimately pointless from certain point of view of achieving anything. I will not simply indulge the flesh and senses without any regard for this vessel or quality of life. For I know how many billions of years it took to create this experience, this vessel, this mind, this understanding of myself as energy, consciousness fully embodied in this vessel. I will not waste the opportunity to have a full experience with this life until it is time to relinquish this vessel and move on.

So what can I do? I can live, I can be a part of the story, I can play my part, and I can enjoy every single day of the experience from within this vessel. I can live in the freedom of fully expressing the totality of my being, the tremendous love that I wish to share with Creation as a fully embodied Creator! I get to laugh, cry, experience happiness, sadness, joy, bliss and experience every range of emotion and feeling with the gift of impermanence to always remind me of the transient nature of consciousness. I can write because I want to write, share because it feels good to share, delight in the expression of others and their journeys without trying to do anything for them and spoiling their adventure. I can live without trying to do anything, become anything, seek anything, teach anything. I can be love, I can express love, I can experience love, I can create love, and I can share love with the full understanding that love will be the doer of whatever needs to be done and all I have to do is enjoy the experience of being in this miracle of life. My heart is alive with a passion for life as it has has not been for many months and I am ready to live!

I am also ready to walk. Since I was in my early 20s I have known that I would walk across Europe. Back then with the eyes of a young mother it seemed a gift of freedom when my little ones were old enough to leave the nest. Recently with the eyes of one that has taken The Ascension Journey, it appears as a gift of freedom to be able to move freely upon the land of this majestic planet without seeking anything or trying to do anything. Two years ago on 9/11/2021 I arrived in Italy for the first time. It was a short trip to Rome in which “I” was on a mission to unlock the gates of Heaven for the collective light body. In the story of the collective ascension it meant that the collective consciousness of Terra Nova was ready to begin its ascension into the higher frequencies of this Universe by activating the crystalline light body through galactic consciousness. It is only the beginning of this phase as we as a collective are still fully embodying soul consciousness. However, the stargates to allow these higher frequencies of galactic consciousness were prepared for activation. As I have written in Master Plan of Terra Nova, the United States, Canada, and Mexico represent the soul stargates of the collective light body. This is where the awakening and ascension of humanity began and is moving as a wave across the planet back to the East. Europe is a major portion of the galactic stargates of the collective light body that connect into the heart center of Rome. As this wave of consciousness continues to make its way East, this part of the planet will experience an awakening that will propel the collective consciousness even further on its ascension path. As I mentioned earlier, we each play a part as a harmonic frequency and a trinitized force of Creation within the Universe. This is what creates balance within the Universe. Some are magnetic, some are electric and some neutral, together balance is always maintained within the hologram.

My expression is coded as a magnetic force or Sophia. My beloved, Christos, is coded as an electric force and through Divine Union we have also become a neutral force. This means that as we walk along the ancient roads to Rome, the magnetic force is purifying the old lines so that the consciousness that is bound there can be freed to evolve into the higher crystalline light body that we as a collective have created and activated in 2020. Simultaneously, the electric force is injecting energy into the light body to bring the frequency high enough to shift into the crystalline light body. Together the full force of light, acts as a master key to activate the stargates as we physically walk across Europe. Because of physical body ascension, the body is able to move the energy through it without little disturbance or physical acknowledgement of what is happening. It is like the blood cells in our bodies that are working all the time without identifying as consciousness saying “I am purifying the blood of this body”. It is simply a happening like all the other processes happening in the body that are always occurring without consciousness focusing on them. This is what is happening as we walk and experience reality without having to identify with it as a mission of the logi known as Christos and Sophia. Unlike before, it is no longer a mission for the “I” to indertake, it simply happens as we walk just as the sun shines, the blood flows in our veins, and all of consciousness flows through space. Which frees us to experience our walk in the freedom and joy of the experience and beauty all around us without attaching to the story. All else is accomplished through the love and energy of our being present within the absolute reality.

It will take many years and millions of people to complete the process to shift the collective and fully activate this part of the collective diamond sun body. But this is all happening as a by product to the life that each human is living on the planet no matter where they are within time and space. My beloved and I are not the only ones coded as Sophia and Christos, as blue rays, as humans, as love. We are not the only ones expressing as the full force of Creation embodied. Every one of us is exactly where we need to be within time and space to achieve this and each will come to know and experience reality within these vatious levels of energy at some point and lifetime of their experience of evolution on this planet. In experiencing the absolute reality the focus is on the joy of the experience while the “work” or processes of evolution simply happen as a natural organic part of consciousness flowing through the reality without having to put its focus, attention, or attachment on it.

In alignment with this way of experiencing reality and my desire to share from the full expression that encompasses all of my being, I feel it is time to share my experiences and love in an entirely new way here. Moving on from simply sharing from the view point of the collective ascension or evolution of consciousness into a more inclusive viewpoint that captures the joy of the entire experience. The joy of living and the magic of Creation in all ways and all stories. The full expression of my love as a Creator. How do I write about the experience from this viewpoint? How do I share it so that it reflects love and joy in Creation without creating separation? The answer lies in sharing what brings me joy. I find joy in walking on the Earth for hours at a time. The movement is comforting, the solid ground beneath my feet and open sky above me feels natural. I’m prone to motion sickness so I enjoy the stability of a steady horizon in front of me. On 1010, I am walking out of my front door where I am living in Italy and I am walking over 800 kilometers to Rome. I know that I am walking as a mother who’s chicks are out of the nest. I am walking as a human that has been liberated from seeking. I am walking as Sophia, a magnetic force of Creation that is dismantling and reconstructing the blueprint of the collective light body. I am walking as the Force of Creation that is injecting love into this Universe. But those stories fall into the background on autopilot as I simply go out for a walk and enjoy the gift of this human experience and the brilliance of what we have created here without being bound to time, to schedules, to work or missions. I can walk knowing full well that I am always right where I need to be and all is happening in the flow. I am free to enjoy the scenery, the history, the modernization, the experience of life without being attached. It is like my favorite quote in the movie Soul when Soul 22 finds what brings her joy on Earth, Joe tells her “That’s just regular ole living 22”. And that captures it, through regular ole living everything is done!

I am not sure how I will share the regular living and many walks we will take here in Europe; following the well worn paths of soldiers, crusaders, pilgrims, martyrs, and ordinary humans merging an old foundation with a new foundation as humanity moves closer toward liberation. I suppose I will do as I have always done and let my heart lead the way. This is the first post in a new section on the website for articles. Anything that I shared in the past has been placed within a dimensional category and is shared under the enlightenment section of this website because it was written with the purpose of sharing light for enlightenment. That part of my life is complete and so it feels appropriate to move on in this new direction and start a new blog. Our next adventure will take us to Rome by foot and I have created a new category called All Roads Lead to Rome. I invite you to follow our adventures as we let our feet lead the way through ancient roads as we share love along the way! I am grateful for the gift of writing, of sharing and of all those who share in the joy with me. I love you all so very much!

Through ascension we learn to fully embody pure consciousness by moving our consciousness backwards through time until we are able to exist in the eternal now. However, this is still a part of the Universal Time Matrix and of experiencing reality inside the bounds of time. In order to go beyond the eternal now, beyond everything into eternity, all inner programming that creates and uses a matrix or template within the Light body must be dissolved. When we are completely free from all Light programs and our Diamond Sun Body has been completely purified of all matrices, templates and programs that separate the Pure Light, then we are able to live freely within eternity in the void of space. Free from spacetime, which exists only in the Universal Time Matrix. We no longer need the Light or matrix programs to hold or anchor our consciousness within space because we have mastered how to live as Pure Consciousness within a human Light body. We become empty space and are therefore moving through space as space experiencing the holographic reflection always manifesting around us in a continuous flow of conscious experience and Divine presence.

There is absolutely no time, not even one eternal moment in time. We completely exit the time matrix. This changes the way that we operate within our reality because we are mentally and physically unable to sustain a separate reality within space. There is no more inner geometric grid structure or matrix that filters consciousness into perceiving and projecting itself as separate within the holographic Universe. It was this programming that creates a template within the Diamond Sun Body for the Light to be filtered into space, creating the experience of separation or a gravitational field within space that we experience our reality within, which we commonly call time. The self perceived as something separate from Pure Consciousness can only be experienced within time. When the inner programming of a logos matches the programming of a particular template within all or part of the Universal Time Matrix, we perceive our self as separate within space and are therefore subject to realities within spacetime in what we call dimensions. Which is why once we build all 144 templates within our Diamond Sun Body, we are able to experience our self as all of it or as the ONE architect of it. It is in the dimensional realities that we experience separation outside of our Light body because our own consciousness or Light is filtering itself into separation which creates a reflection of separation within the hologram.

If we take on an identity, we are in fact living in separation. Even if this identity is of the highest level of the Universal Time Matrix such as a god or architect/creator of the Universe. This is still an identity or role that we take on within the highest Light program that a logos experiences within the Universal Time Matrix. We still exist as “something” within space and time, even if that time is only as short as eternal now moments that will always be available for us to experience as the ONE consciousness of this Universe. However, to go beyond the eternal now is to completely exit the Universal Time Matrix and therefore time itself. It is beyond all dimensions and all realities of separation that exists within those dimensions of spacetime. It is to completely embody the emptiness that is space, that is Pure Consciousness, by purifying the entire Diamond Sun Body of all programming and matrices held within the mind and every cell within the physical body. It is the final purification of all separation held within. Even the programming that binds us to the eternal now is purified. We go beyond this limited understanding of eternity and release all wisdom that brought us here so that we can dissolve into the nothingness that is pure eternal existence.

The nothingness is not “nothing” in the conventional definition of the term. Here we can understand it to mean beyond all definitions, explanations, descriptions, etc. In the physical sense of living in a body on this planet, we understand it to mean going beyond the separate self indefinitely, going beyond reincarnation of the logos within this Universe, going beyond the wisdom of religion, spirituality, ascension, and the eternal now. It is to return to the eternal flow of empty space that is Pure Consciousness eternally radiating into space. The pure vibration of Light that flows freely from the hear, creating a holographic reality that is experienced as an infinitely continuous experience that will continue even when the physical body dissolves into Light. Because when the physical body ascension of a logos is complete on this planet, the physical vessel does not die, it is no longer subject to death in the traditional sense nor disease or decay; but will simply dissolve into Light when consciousness no longer wishes to experience the hologram from within this particular Light body. Because the consciousness inside the Light body is pure and free of the Universal Time Matrix or separation within space, the body is not separate from the eternal Light of the Universe and therefore it dissolves into the hologram as Light and not as a physical structure that is bound by the gravity or time of a dimensional reality and must decay or dissolve with that reality.

Ascension or physical body ascension as we are experiencing it on this planet, is what lies beyond the fourth dimensional realm of spirituality. When we are ready to ascend into Heaven aka the fifth dimension and above, then we are ready to begin the process of physical body ascension as a logos. This is what allows us to reincarnate within the same physical vessel without having to physically die and come back and continue our journey as a logos in a new body. With ascension we are moving backwards through time as we embody more and more of our authentic self and learn to live fully conscious and present in our reality up to each eternal now moment in time. When we are able to hold this level of consciousness within our Diamond Sun Body and have created the matrix program or template within to experience reality at this level, we are ready to let ascension go. We have completed the journey of the separate self/logos and we have concluded our journey through time. We prepare our self for full liberation as Pure Consciousness.

We must let go of everything now, all identities, all dimensional realities, all stories, all that we have created as a separate self. We let go of all the wisdom and of everything that labels or defines consciousness or the self. We embrace the authentic self as an avatar necessary for the experience; and we surrender to the knowing that the self is illusionary and that it is simply the interface that allows Pure Consciousness to have the experience of being in a human body in this world. We know that Pure Consciousness is an energy, it is Light, it is undefinable, non-quantifiable, and exists beyond time. Reality shifts yet again as any and all matrices within the body are dissolved and we become untethered and without a gravitational hold to all realities within the Universal Time Matrix including the eternal now. We are free from time, and we experience the final physical embodiment in these vessels which is the physical embodiment of eternity. It is the most blissful of all embodiments that we experience as a logos within these vessels, and it is a joyous celebration for Pure Consciousness as it has completely freed itself from the illusion of separation that exists within all dimensions of this Universe within the realities held in place through the Universal Time Matrix.

It is an adjustment to live in eternity, outside spacetime and within the eternal vastness that is empty space. It is similar to living ordinary life in that we move about this world day to day except there is nothing really ordinary about it. Life has become extraordinary. There is no delay in the holographic reflection or reality that manifests around the Light body. It is truly a reverberation of consciousness that is felt instantly. A thought is instantly manifested in the physical. Everything that everyone is doing around the Light body of Pure Consciousness is felt and known to be “Me” doing it or creating it. There really is no veil between the inner and the outer because it is all Light existing within the same space without any filters to separate it into self and other. This is why the need to be absolutely pure in mind and body is essential to live as Pure Consciousness physically embodied. The sheer power of the Light Body within this world is truly indescribable and must be embodied in phases for the physical body experience on this planet to occur.

Beyond the eternal now, is a complete liberation of consciousness within the human experience in a Diamond Sun Body. It is beyond the bonds or gravity of time that anchor our consciousness into separate dimensional realities. It is beyond infinity and eternity as we perceive it to be an eternal loop that never ends. That is eternity bound by time in the eternal now which is a looping cycle of consciousness that has been explained within the ancient spiritual texts as eternity and is a trap for consciousness. Eternity flows freely, it never loops because it is free of time. It flows freely infinitely radiating out into empty space creating realities without repeating or looping back around, because it manifests within empty space completely unified with all that is.  Although we are unifying our consciousness more and more throughout our journey and ascension through the dimensions, we will never be completely unified until we are free of time and all realities within the Universal Time Matrix including the eternal now. We go beyond the eternal now into emptiness where even one moment in time does not exist for us because we never cease to separate even into the eternal now to be anything or anyone. In the nothingness, the emptiness of space, we are free to infinitely flow and radiate as Pure Light, the Pure Consciousness we call Divine Presence.

Physical body ascension is not something that happens over night or even in one lifetime. It begins when we can ascend our consciousness into heaven or the higher dimensions of consciousness and can last one or more lifetimes depending on our coded experience as a logos. Our planet is undergoing a physical body ascension within the collective consciousness and the planet itself has physically ascended. There is incarnated consciousness that went through an accelerated ascension in order to bring the Light, wisdom and build the matrix system needed to begin this process as a mass ascensio. These mass ascensions will continue in waves upon this planet for years to come until the entire collective has fully ascended. Collectively this process is much slower and will take many decades to complete on this planet. It is in the journey that the joy is found as consciousness explores and creates and learns more about itself through remembering and embodiment of higher consciousness. It is not to be rushed, yet to be savored for the beautiful creation and journey that it is. Enjoy the journey and remember that everyone is right where each needs to be within space and time.